Why Ambitious Women Are Secretly Anxious All the Time
(Aka: high-functioning anxiety, perfectionism, and the nervous system in overdrive)
They’re the ones who look like they’ve figured it all out.
The friend who’s always booked and busy. The one you admire for how much she’s accomplished - her career, her planner, her self-discipline. She never misses a deadline, always shows up prepared, and seems to juggle it all effortlessly.
But what you don’t see behind the curated Instagram grid or polished Zoom presence?
Not always the kind that’s loud and obvious. Not necessarily panic attacks or hyperventilation in the middle of the day (although, for some - those come too). But a quieter, persistent anxiety that never stops. The kind that keeps her brain buzzing at 2 a.m and scanning every possible worst-case scenario. The kind that makes rest feel…unsafe. Unproductive. Or even selfish.
This is high-functioning anxiety! And for so many ambitious women I work with as an anxiety therapist in New York City and Washington DC - where everyone is always doing and appearing “successful" in these big cities,” this is the invisible weight they often carry.
What Is High-Functioning Anxiety, Really?
High-functioning anxiety isn’t an official diagnosis - but it’s one of the most real experiences I see in therapy.
At first glance, these women appear to be thriving. They’re successful, proactive, deeply responsible, and outwardly composed. But internally, they’re caught in a cycle of overthinking, self-criticism, and never feeling like they’ve done enough.
Here’s what it often looks like:
✨ Constant pressure to perform, produce, or prove something
✨ Overanalyzing every interaction or decision - even days later
✨ Difficulty enjoying accomplishments (the bar keeps moving up)
✨ Struggling to rest or be still without feeling guilty
✨ A baseline of inner tension - tight chest, shallow breath, clenched jaw
✨ Anxiety masked as “preparedness,” “discipline,” or “being on top of things”
If that sounds familiar, you’re certainly not alone. And no - it’s not just your personality! There’s a deeper nervous system story happening underneath it all.
Why Ambitious Women Struggle to Feel Safe Resting
For many high-achievers, anxiety and ambition grew side by side.
Maybe you learned early on that love or approval came from doing, fixing, achieving, or being the one who holds it all together. Maybe your nervous system got wired to equate performance with safety. If you succeeded, you’d be seen. If you kept it together, you’d stay in control.
That’s why resting feels so freakin hard.
Because your body literally doesn’t associate rest with safety - it associates rest with risk. If you slow down, the fear creeps in:
What if I fall behind? What if something bad happens? What if I’m not doing enough?
This is what I mean when I say: your nervous system is on overdrive.
You're likely living in a chronic sympathetic state (fight-or-flight) - always revved up, scanning for what needs to be done, or what might go wrong. And when you're not in that mode, you may swing to shutdown or freeze - numb, detached, scrolling for hours, or crashing at night only to wake up feeling behind.
This isn’t just “stress.” It’s how your entire body has learned to survive and get by. Especially if you've experienced trauma.
The Trauma Behind the Perfectionism
Let’s talk about perfectionism - because it's not just about having “high standards.”
For many ambitious women, perfectionism is actually a protective or trauma response. It's a way of staying in control when things once felt out of control. A way of trying to earn love, approval, or safety by being “good,” “easy,” or “impressive.”
Perfectionism makes you think things like:
If I do everything right, I won’t be rejected.
If I don’t mess up, they won’t get mad.
If I’m the best, I’ll finally feel okay.
But here’s the truth: perfectionism never delivers the safety it promises.
It just keeps moving the goalpost. You check one box, and another appears. You hit one milestone, and it suddenly doesn’t feel like enough. The anxiety doesn’t go away - it just shapeshifts into another never ending to-do.
You Can Appear “Put Together” and Still Be Falling Apart Inside
I see this duality so often in the therapy room.
The client who runs a team, supports her family, always shows up for others - but quietly admits that she hasn’t felt truly calm in years.
The client who never cancels on a friend but secretly dreads every social event.
The one who’s “successful” by every external metric - but feels deeply disconnected from joy, ease, or self-trust.
This is actually called performing stability. You look calm, composed, even confident - but inside, you're wired, worried, or waiting for the other shoe to drop.
So, How Do We Heal High-Functioning Anxiety?
The first step is understanding:
✨ This is not your fault.
✨ You are not broken.
✨ Your nervous system is doing exactly what it was trained to do.
But just because this has been your default…doesn’t mean it has to be your forever destiny.
As a holistic and anxiety therapist, here’s what I often support clients with in healing this pattern:
1. Nervous System Regulation
Learning to slow down safely is key. We use somatic tools to help the body shift out of chronic fight-or-flight, so your system learns that calm doesn’t mean danger - and stillness doesn’t mean failure.
2. Untangling Productivity From Self-Worth
You are not only worthy when you’re achieving. We explore where that belief came from, and practice reframing your value from your output.
3. Healing the Inner Critic
We often work with parts of you that are hard-driving, perfectionistic, or self-punishing - and begin replacing those inner dynamics with more compassionate, regulated, and trusting internal voices. We slowly build up a muscle of self compassion, to give yourself the grace, kindness, and acceptance you so deserve.
4. Practicing Rest as a Skill
Rest won’t feel good right away. That’s normal! But we practice “tolerating the good” - which, for many clients, feels more vulnerable than tolerating stress. We also find stillness and slowing things down in tiny doses, to expand your capacity over time.
5. Building Up Mindfulness Skills & Practices
Mindfulness isn’t about “clearing your mind” - it’s about gently coming back to the present moment, again and again, without judgment. Mindfulness helps create space between thought and reaction, urgency and choice.
Together, we practice tuning into what’s happening now - not what might happen next. This might look like anchoring into your breath, noticing body sensations, or observing your inner dialogue with curiosity rather than critique. Over time, these small practices build your capacity to pause, reflect, and respond with intention rather than urgency.
You Don’t Have to Keep Holding It All Together
If you’ve resonated with anything here, know that there is another way!
You’re allowed to be ambitious and soft.
You’re allowed to be capable and rested.
You’re allowed to feel safe even when you're not performing.
This is the work of nervous system healing, of trauma recovery, and of coming back home to yourself - not just the version the world sees, but the one who’s been carrying the load silently for far too long!
And if you’re ready to stop surviving and start actually feeling good - therapy can help :)
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Hi! I'm Alyssa! I’m a holistic therapist that specializes in helping women heal from high functioning anxiety, perfectionism, relational trauma, and people pleasing patterns. My approach blends holistic, somatic, nervous system care, and will bring in EMDR if needed.
✨ I provide online therapy to adults located in New York, New Jersey, Washington, DC, and Maryland.
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Disclaimer
This post is meant for educational purposes only and isn’t a substitute for diagnosis, assessment or treatment of mental conditions. If you need professional help, seek it out.
