What Is C-PTSD? Understanding Complex Trauma, Relational Wounds & the Path to Healing
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C-PTSD Isn’t Just About What Happened — It’s About What Keeps Happening Inside You
Maybe you’ve been told you’re “too sensitive.”
Maybe you’re constantly stuck in your head, second-guessing yourself.
Maybe you feel like you’re always walking on eggshells — even in your current relationships.
This is the lived experience of so many people with Complex PTSD (C-PTSD), especially those with relational trauma.
As a trauma therapist, I’ve worked with hundreds of women who’ve never had one “big T” trauma. Instead, they’ve experienced chronic, ongoing emotional injuries — invalidation, criticism, emotional neglect, unpredictable parents, or relationships where love felt conditional.
Over time, these experiences shape the nervous system.
C-PTSD isn’t a weakness — it’s your body and brain adapting to survive.
What’s the Difference Between PTSD and C-PTSD?
Most people are more familiar with PTSD, or Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.
PTSD often develops after a single traumatic event — like a car accident, assault, natural disaster, or a sudden loss.
C-PTSD stands for Complex PTSD — and it’s rooted in repeated, ongoing, or relational trauma that happens over time.
This includes experiences like:
Constant criticism, control, threats, or walking on eggshells around volatile or unpredictable caregivers
Being the child of or in a relationship with someone narcissistic or emotionally manipulative
Childhood environments where you felt unsafe, unseen, or like love had to be earned and was conditional
Households where you had to take on most of the adult like responsibilities: caregiving, being a parents therapist, being the mediator to fights
Ongoing neglect, abandonment, or abuse (physical, emotional, sexual)
Witnessing or experiencing repeated domestic violence
Living with someone with severe mental health conditions or addictions
Chronic bullying or discrimination
C-PTSD is most often linked to relational trauma — the kind that slowly erodes your sense of self-worth, safety, and trust.
Symptoms of PTSD
Someone with PTSD may experience:
Flashbacks, nightmares, or intrusive thoughts
Avoidance of triggers or reminders of the trauma
Hypervigilance and a sense of danger even in safe moments
Irritability, trouble concentrating, or difficulty sleeping
Feelings of detachment or emotional numbness
PTSD symptoms often show up after a traumatic event and can be diagnosed if they persist for over a month.
C-PTSD Symptoms: Beyond the Fight-or-Flight Response
People with C-PTSD often experience all the symptoms of PTSD plus:
➤ Difficulty regulating emotions
You may have big emotional reactions or struggle to express what you’re feeling.
Tears come out of nowhere and you can experience intense emotional dysregulation
Or you shut down completely, constantly dissociated and detached or numb
➤ Negative self-image and low self-worth
A harsh inner critic runs the show. You may feel broken, unlovable, or like everything is your fault.
➤ Ongoing relationship challenges
You may struggle to trust others, feel safe in connection, or know how to set boundaries.
It’s common to feel stuck in people-pleasing, perfectionism, or attract emotionally unavailable partners.
You may want a relationship and connection, yet also want to push the other person away out of fear and mistrust
Signs You Might Be Living with C-PTSD
If this feels familiar, you’re not alone. These are just some of the many ways C-PTSD can show up:
✨ Avoiding intimacy or close relationships
✨ Feeling constantly on edge or hyper-aware of others' moods
✨ Using work, food, substances, or scrolling to numb out
✨ Chronic guilt, shame, or feeling like a burden
✨ Trouble resting — you only feel “productive” when you’re doing
✨ Emotional outbursts or difficulty calming down once activated
✨ Replaying old conversations and anticipating worst-case scenarios
✨ Struggling with self-trust or making decisions
✨ Attracting or staying in toxic or one-sided relationships
✨ A loud and harsh inner critic telling you you’re not enough and too much
C-PTSD isn’t just in your head. It lives in the body, the nervous system, and the relational blueprint you developed to survive.
How Does Someone Develop C-PTSD?
It’s not always about what happened — it’s about how often, how long, and how alone you were in it.
Some examples of experiences that may lead to C-PTSD include:
Ongoing emotional abuse, neglect, gaslighting, or abandonment
Parentification (becoming the emotional or practical caregiver for your parent)
Growing up around domestic violence, severe mental health conditions, narcissism, or substance abuse
Chronic invalidation (“You’re too sensitive” / “Stop being dramatic”)
Living in a household where you had to stay small, perfect, or quiet to avoid conflict
Experiencing discrimination, bullying, war, or systemic trauma
Ongoing physical, sexual, emotional abuse, or constant threats of violence and volitility
What Is Trauma Therapy — and How Can It Help?
As a trauma therapist and EMDR therapist, I help clients explore how these patterns started and how to shift them.
You don’t have to keep living in survival mode.
In therapy, we’ll work to:
Understand your trauma responses (like fight, flight, freeze, or fawn)
Process traumatic memories or negative beliefs with EMDR, so they no longer control your present
Regulate your nervous system through somatic practices like grounding, breathwork, and movement
Reconnect with your inner child — the part of you that felt unsafe, unseen, or not enough
Build self-compassion so you can quiet the inner critic and rewrite old narratives
Learn to set boundaries, trust yourself, and feel safe in connection
Healing from C-PTSD Is Possible — Even If It’s Been This Way for a Long Time
You might have carried this for decades.
You may have thought this was just your personality: sensitive, anxious, overachieving, “too much” or “not enough.”
But these patterns were never flaws.
They were protective strategies.
Now, you have the chance to gently unlearn them — with care, support, and safety.
Ready to heal your nervous system, learn to regulate your emotions, improve your self-worth, and have healthier relationships?
About the author
Hi! I'm Alyssa! I’m a trauma therapist that specializes in helping women heal from relational trauma, c-ptsd, anxiety, codependency, perfectionism, and people pleasing patterns. My approach blends holistic, somatic, nervous system care, & EMDR.
✨ I provide online therapy to adults located in New York, New Jersey, Washington, DC, and Maryland.
📩 Email me at alyssakushnerlcsw@gmail.com or schedule a free 15-minute consultation to get started.
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Disclaimer
This post is meant for educational purposes only and isn’t a substitute for diagnosis, assessment or treatment of mental conditions. If you need professional help, seek it out.
